Robyn Nicole V. Spilka

December 10, 2012 at 1: 00 AM
My sister gave birth to one of the cutest baby on earth :) Her name is Robyn Nicole Spilka.
I couldn't believe that she's a day older but she weighs  2 month older than expected :)
She is our greatest blessing this Christmas, a new angel is born. 
It keeps me so excited to come home and baby sit her haha.

Maybelline Cheeky Glow

I just can't live without make up, without a light application, I feel like a dead person.. means pale asian skin. Uhm makeup to me means everything when it comes in enhancing our normal face.

I bought this maybelline cheeky glow at SM Watson Bacolod, with Php 199(SRP) When I buy makeups, I did a research from most trusted beauty bloggers like Temptalia, MichellePhan , Promise and some youtube beauty bloggers. I just love them and they are my inspiration.  Ok, feel sorry how our place is not so updated with beauty products and it took me 3 months to wait. haha!

I'm into drugstore make up and of course I love high end too ( i have my macs, laura mercier, benefits etc.)  But this blush does wonder. I use it everyday at school and it brought a natural glow. Try this one and it will be perfect for your budget and beauty needs. My picture below: I'm using fresh coral cheeky glow blush, lips: Maybelline Watershine Pure in P24

Underwater Breathe

Underwater shots taken by ourselves. Honestly, this was my first underwater shots using Lumix underwater camera. Lots of photo bloopers and i cant stop laughing. It was fun and amazing experience without a blink of an eye. It was Yessamin's birthday, my boyfriend's cousin and I did some hitch. haha!
 I love this guy! he made me happy and sad in both worlds.

Because all I need is the love you breathe, put your lips on me and I can live underwater.

Hazy But Sublime

Not ready for school! Still tired and i dont want weekend to be over. Wonder why we keep on sending ourselves in school but we keep on complaining how tired we really are. LOL!

So to say: 

sometimes, you need to step outside, get some air, and remind yourself of who you are and where you want to be.

  

If I'm not with somebody who really excites or inspires me, then I'd rather be by myself.

Pintaflores 2012

Every year, San Carlos City will celebrate this one of the colorful festival in the Philippines; Pintaflores Festival. Here are some colorful shots (I guess) sorry for the delayed post and few post pictures because of the thunder sounds! LOL!

Enjoy ^^
I will post more pictures. I have many many assignments in my Marketing subject. haha!

Easy to Love you (Sunflower & Smile)

My nails was inspired from the last event of Pintaflores. ^^

On monday, school will start again.

Wish myself more luck :)

I will upload soon my festival shots.

So one of the hardest part of life is deciding whether to walk away or try harder. I was about to walk away but then I realized that we need to try harder in able to gain and learn new experiences.

While I cleaned my room, this note caught my attention:

I hope you still feel small when you stand beside the ocean. 

I hope you always do 

-zhen

November Fireworks

Sometimes, the unexpected shots will create a beautiful one. 

too lazy to bring the tripod, it was a magical moment because of that dazzling fireworks. Every year, charter, fiesta or so, our little town San Carlos City will light up some fireworks that bring people closer together. It was just a little disappointing because I didn't bring my camera to take shots at the Carnival. I realized that sometimes, having a picture perfect is not just the expensive camera you have, the right camera settings, the aperture, your 50mm lens, your focal point, the shutter-speed, the photographer and any other devices that will make you a best photographer. It is the moment and the timing. Well, im not saying im good at it but I never say that all of us doesn't have the right to capture perfect. Haha! 

Here's a shot together with my boyfriend(again, ikr) with our own bare hands. And me self has unperfect picture. where I am over exposed and blurred into the midnight glow. lol! 

All shots are unedited please disregard the watermark :)

Happy Halloween

It's just too late to post about how I spent my halloween. My mom cooked "BIKO" (rice cake) and my brother in law baked brownies :D
Spent the day visiting our loved ones who passed away. Offered candles, flowers and foods in the table.  How did you spent your halloween? :)

A Beautiful Affair

Capturing memories is so much fun. This was taken yesterday. A beautiful sunny Sunday.

 That's the feeling when you're happy to a person and when you want to be with him forever . What a joy to our hearts.

I would like to thank my boyfriend with these wonderful shots. The picture without me was taken by yours truly. (haha!) I can pull it off lol. The sun was so perfect for photography, for lighting effect. No matter how hot it is, still pose for great lighting. For some people who asked what is my lipstick, it is MAC Viva glam Nicki Minaj haha. Mixed feelings sometimes brought a wonderful art. Feeling sick & tired but it shows how warmth our relationship is. I am actually trying to edit these photos with soft edits but I guess I exaggerate it. I am so sleepy but still I want to post these as early as I can. I am too lazy to upload sometimes. Ever wonder why I upload my photos here not on Facebook, because I don't want to post photos on my facebook anymore. I found out some people are trying to criticize your work or even judged the way you are, some are just haters I guess. I'd rather love twitter now. But anyways, Im not a celebrity trying to be popular. I just want to have sacred memories that someday I can browse all over here. Enough has been said.  From now on, I will post my photo updates here. Oh it's 12:03 AM and im not sleeping yet. So the title speaks, A Beautiful Affair. IKR. it's not the new telenovelas of John Lloyd and Bea Alonzo but it sounds meaningful to me. Its been 4 years since im into a relationship where true happiness exist. So enough for now. Our fiesta is approaching and I can't wait to post Festival photos LOL!

“I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you simply, without problems or pride: I love you in this way because I do not know any other way of loving but this, in which there is no I or you, so intimate that your hand upon my chest is my hand, so intimate that when I fall asleep your eyes close."

MUA: Hazel

Photography: Christon Ferraris 

(Christon's photo was photographed by yours truly)

Post-Processed: Hazel

Coz I'm Dreaming

Sometimes the best thing to remember past is to dream and never woke up. I dream about being a kid again. No worries and painful experiences. Its just me being skeptical. Felt so sorry and cried all over. I know I was just too emotional. I dreamt of a perfect life and my hurtful feelings made me realized that perfect isnt really perfect. It is happiness. (I already found my happiness) Ironic but said be truth.

Here's my shot using a remote control. It went out productive. I thought my capture is not good because I dont have tripod (for now) lol.

I hope you guys enjoy your weekend. 

Pink & Young Butterfly

Today is the Trick or Treat Party for Trisha. She is so pretty and like a new butterfly. haha! Candies and costumes are everywhere. It is a lazy afternoon for me and I cant sleep well so I edit her photos a minute ago I took this.

The butterfly was young
Her vibrant wings of delicate lace
Such grace such poise
A Charming butterfly

Model, wardrobe- Grandma, Jeff & sis^^
MUA, photography, Post-Processed: Hazel

converse

I was looking for some pictures from my boyfriend's album and I fount these cute photos of mine. I always love my bf's photography and he is the one who taught me to take good pictures.
the shoes, yes! it is my bf's gift :D

So before Ill go to sleep, here's my photos

Brown Eyed

“When pain brings you down, don't be silly, don't close your eyes and cry, you just might be in the best position to see the sun shine.” 

you can never tell what the person's  hiding. Look into my eyes :) 

 

Pretty Wild Things

Evolving is a tricky thing. You can’t change without changing the world around you. And not everyone might see your transformation the same way you do. But if you can make it through and truly be reborn then maybe so can I. So beginning today the past is just a prologue. It all starts from here.

MOA and Friends

I missed a lot of posts here on my pixzhen blog. This blog is not a year older and im excited if it can make it.  Well, hopefully. When it reached 1 year, I will do some giveaways. ahaha! 

I miss my 3 special friends from any other places in the Philippines. Roxanne, from Mindanao. Iya from Luzon, Sir Almer as our road manager. ^^! It was one of my happiest moment. Still thankful to Belo for the great experience. Anyways, this is my not so brilliant shot i guess at one of the biggest mall in Asia - the SM Mall of Asia. SM Mall of Asia (MOA) is a shopping mall owned and developed by SM Prime Holdings, the largest mall developer and owner in the Philippines. SM Mall of Asia is the 2nd largest mall in the Philippines after SM City North EDSA, 3rd largest shopping mall in Asia and the 4th (Ref. Forbes' World's 10 Largest Shopping Malls) largest shopping mall in the world. Haha! too informative. The place was filled of a lot memories to me. It was my second time here. The first time I visit way back 2006 I guess and 2011 was the last visit I did. 

 

In Your Eyes

1:33 AM and editing some of my recent pics. For some people would ask I edit my photos using Adobe Photoshop Cs5 ^^

“Do your little bit of good where you are; it's those little bits of good put together that overwhelm the world."